"...If no one ever hears it, how we gonna learn your song..."

-Emeli Sandé


Crazy World


Sometimes I get this feeling and wanna hug this crazy world

I could dance through my life all day long

Everyone around me turns instantly into Happiness

I never thought the sun could be this bright


Em D LauraC

And all this light

scares away the night


I get up and sing this song 'till my lungs are empty

I get up and celebrate this life we're in

I give love 'till I know you've get enough

and this is when we both will be set free, 'cause we've gone above


I dream into reality and jump over the fear

I'm not afraid of doing what I want to

I gaze to heaven just to find the skies are crystal clear

And I know that here's where I belong to


Don't you see,

Me and you?


I get up and sing this song 'till my lungs are empty

I get up and celebrate this life we're in

I give love 'till I know you've get enough

and this is when we both will be set free, 'cause we've gone above


Sometimes I get this feeling that this is just where I should be

nothing here can possibly be wrong

the windows in the houses and the green leaves on the trees

they are all combined here in this song

 

oow Lift me up

oow sing, sing along


I get up and sing this song 'till my lungs are empty

I get up and celebrate this life we're in

I give love 'till I know you've get enough

and this is when we both will be set free, 'cause we've gone above

Mir fiel es immer schwer, wirklich fröhliche Texte jeglicher Art zu schreiben. Selbst wenn sie nicht traurig, sondern positiv waren, hatten sie nie dieses gut gelaunte etwas. 
Dadurch, dass die Grundidee hier nicht auf meinem Mist gewachsen ist, sondern auf Lauras, hat das in dem Fall mal geklappt, und ich muss sagen, ich mag das Ergebnis :3


Paperwings


You said I´m strong enough
To keep my world healing
The way is right in front of me
Don´t give up, don´t give up


But I was on my knees
Crying like a newborn
And I can´t hear you through the ash

Kept going on, kept going on

But these were just Paperwings
Fragile as glass
These were Just Paperwings
Can´t kept me flying

I crawl through broken glass
Of dreams of old times
Everything is black and white
It´s cold alone, it´s so cold alone

There appeared words in front of me

“Will you give up?”

But I´ll never be up to you
I will stand alone, I will stand alone

But these were just Paperwings
Like a dream
These were just Paperwings
Can´t kept me flying

Today I´m afraid to turn around
Just to see all the worlds that I destroyed
Can´t bear the memory of all this pain
That I have been, that I have been

So look at me,
Look at me now
Here I´m back at my feet
Can you see me, can you see?

I´m flying on Paperwings
They carry me home
I´m flying on Paperwings
They keep me flying
Paperwings
Carry me Home
Paperwings
Can´t keep me flying

Paperwings

Zugegeben, der Titel ist geklaut. Vom Album (und wie ich später gesehen habe vom Gleichnamigen Lied) von Cauterize.
Die Band hab ich gestern morgen gehört und gemerkt, wie sehr mir der Albumtitel eigentlich gefällt, und was für ein tiefes Wort das ist. Tief im Sinne von wie viel es aussagt, was für eine Stimmung es vermittelt, was einem dazu alles sofort einfällt... ich denke, ihr wisst, was ich meine. 
Und dann hab ich dazu kurzerhand in der Schule nen eigenen Songtext geschrieben und mit dem Rest meiner Stimme schnell Melodie und Akkorde draufgepackt. 
Ich wollt's gleich aufnehmen, aber jetzt ist meine Stimme komplett im Eimer, so dass das noch ein bisschen warten muss, aber dann lad ich das auch noch hoch :3


Will we heal


And now I’m wond’ring
If you’re asleep
And now I’m wond’ring
What do you think
And now I ask you
Is it my fault

And now I ask you

What I’m thinkin’

You gave me the chance
To keep you
But I failed
And now you’re there
And I’m bleeding
And I can’t help

Please stay alive

Please keep hanging there
You can’t say goodbye

And leave us here
Please stay alive
Please keep hanging there
You’re not allowed to leave
You can’t say, you don’t care

 

And now I’m wond’ring
If you’re asleep
And now I’m wond’ring
What do you feel
And now I ask you
Is it my fault

And now I ask you

Will you heal

Did you give me the chance
To keep you
Have I failed
Now you’re there
And I’m bleeding
And I can’t help

Please stay alive

Please keep hanging there
You can’t say goodbye

And leave us here
Please stay alive
Please keep hanging there
You’re not allowed to leaving
You can’t say, you don’t care

 

And now I’m wond’ring
If you’re asleep
And now I’m wond’ring
Are we goin’ to heal



I wrote this song for someone i know who tried to kill himself. We met a year ago on christmas and started mailing. He was depressed and suicidal and i knew that. Then something bad happened to him and he make the decision to leave this world, there were just a few things to do. I hoped he would change his mind, before it's too late and told him he need to call me before he would go. He did. And then he jumped. 
He woke up from an induced coma and is in Rehabilitation now. The doctors say he will be as well as he was before in a half to one year -i beg they're right. 




Last wednesday i recorded this song with my musikteacher, she's playing the piano, I just chose the chords she's playing. 
It's not pro-quality, but i think it's okay...


Have you ever seen the sun in the night?
Have you ever danced in bright moonlight?
Have you ever heard the sound of fallen tears
Have you ever known the pain of broken fears?

So where shall I begin?
Listen Careful to this words
And you will know what you need

Your heart is right
Your head is wrong
Someone is there
The Road is long
Don’t stop dreaming
Stand your man
I know you can

I know you’re brave
I know you want
You saw the light
You’ll win the fight
Don’t stop dreaming
Stand your man
I know you can

I’ve seen the pain there in your eyes
They glisten up like fireflies
I hear the meaning of your words
I know we can, I know it works

Wrote this about 2 or 3 Days ago. The chords are Bm, G, D and Am. The paradoxons in some lines are intended ^^ *paradoxonfan*
The lyrical "you" talk to is a real person this time, Fen, one of my new favorite persons. 
Like most of my songs it's not really tangible.  I'm not so good with being tangible in songlyrics ^^"


And what if you know that I’m trying
And what if you know I may fail
And what if you know that I’m lying
And what if you know me to well

And with this song
I am begging you to stay
With this song
I am losing my way
Cause I want to be alone

And what if somehow we can do what seems impossible
And what if somehow we are all playing god

And what if somehow you may notice that I’m gone
And what if somehow I am wrong

And with  this song
I am begging you to stay
With this song
I am losing my way
Cause I want to feel alone

 'Cause tonight these stars shines bright for you

And through this glass I will make  my breakthrough

Cause without fear  i know we can do everything

And we are here lost in our "anything"

 And with  this song 

I am begging you to stay
With this song
I am losing my way
And with  this song
I am begging you to stay
With this song
I am losing my way
Cause I don’t wanna be alone

I worte this a few days ago sitting down in front of the keayboard,  playing standard chords Am F C G and start singing some text and melody appearing in my mind. Resulted to this. I can't interpret it myself, so have fun trying^^


Tracks in the snow

I gaze outside the window

I can hear the snowflakes
Falling down

And I know you're out there

Walking for the senseless
Of you and me

Cause we're just a mess at all

Cause we're fighting, screaming, healing
Caught in our walls

Now I go out there
Following your tracks
Do you know?

I wanna hear your voice

Calling my name, oh
Calling me

Cause we're just a mess at all

Cause we're fighting, screaming, healing
Caught in our war

And if you hear me

Please come back
Cause I need you
And you know that
Snowflakes falling down

Cause we're just a mess at all

Cause we're fighting, screamin, healing
Cause we're all

next week I need a winter-/christmas song for school. I hate christmas songs and I hate it, when people pretend "ooow, we love each other sooo much and eeeeverything's fiiiiine!!" consistently. 
So I wrote this song a few minutes ago. It's not really winterstuff, but there's snow, it has to be enough xD

It's fiction, nothing real or something like that


For each other

The stargaze glisten in your eyes

Your smile shines like the sund

Your voice like summer flowers

Something reached into my heart
Touched the frozen one
Bewared me from the fall apart

For each other the best one in the world
For each other, for each other,
For each other the best one in the world
Each other...

Beauty glows bright from your heart
Like snowflakes in winternight
Glows from every single part

Softly touches from hour hand
Words like plaster on my wounds
From your innerst you have sent

For each other the best one in the world...

Something reached into my heart 
Touched the frozen one
Bewared me from the fall apart

For each other the best one in the world...

Truth is flowing from your tounge
You're like diamonds
And I've waited for so long

When you gaze into your soulmates eyes

Your heartbeats will synchronize
And I feel yours and mine the same

It's one of my favourites (at least from my own). 
I've wrote it for my soulmate Laura, 'cause we're each & other and I think, she's the best person in this whole universe. I can't discribe in words what she means to me, and this song is even far away from enaugh -but the best I can gave her. 
In an english lesson was a question "How do you imagine a perfect friend".  My answer was one word: Laura. 
'Cause she's perfect at all; not because she's perfect as making no failures, but she's perfect with making the right failures. 
If there's any person out there I'd confide my life without any fear,  it would be this one.